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Sunday, February 01, 2009
I'm gonna blog blog blog ... Haha , before i leave the house for zone outing , and hide somewhere after the outing to mug for test... It's never too early to study .. HAs been very in track studying ... Squeezing every second out .. I think the busier you get the more you feel how imperative studying is .. and the need to study ... I have an awful dream last night , a real awful one... If dreams are there because you think at night , then i shall say , my thoughts are everywhere cause the whole dream is so scary but dont make sense at all ! So service was good ... I finally know what i gotta do .. Convictions ... I dont know what to say , sometime stuff is getting harder and harder to discern at times when you hang out with people and stuff , cause all seems logical... but convictions allows you to discern it ... Now i know what to do ... Yesterday was a good day i guess... I dont know , it's not a perfect day , it's a hectic day and it's the day i made the most mistake, it's the day i need to start doing stuff and settling stuff ... It's a day i need to start being on top of stuff and know what is happening .. it's a day i need to pull myself up for everything i do ... It's the day , i feel alot the most .. But i learn alot too ... I learnt when Lynette shared abotu some stuff... I learnt when problems are thrown to me and i need to think fast .. I learnt that alot of times small stuff are not unimportant .. In fact it might be the most imperative stuff... Alot of time , people think , only running the event , running this , heading that are big stuff .. Yap , it is ! But doesn't mean , the people who are running with them , who are task to do stuff are not as important ... they need to be there , it's just like a hand , without a finger and without a hand ... it does make a different in a person ... Well but i guess the impact is different , when the head dont run well , it make alot of impact , when the crew dont run well IT DOES MAKE AN IMPACT AND IT MAYBE SEVERE , just that not as much as the head .. I guess that's why the head is choosen by taking charge , cause they are willin to take up the responsibility... Yea, I've learn alot yesterday , it's a chaotic day , and i ended up mentally and physically drain , but it'a all worthwhile ... I'm starting to think of something that i really dont wanna to think about for the lifetime ... But it seems to be becoming abit too obvious .. It use to be oblivious i guess... And i need to face the fact i guess... Talk to charleston yesterday for awhile yesterday and it's all good...Time pass so fast , the last time i talk to charleston was when i was sec 2 , now i'm sec 4 ... it's so weird , time passes so fast and i didnt realise it . things changes so fast too and it brings disappointment |
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