I dont know how to describe how i feel now ... 50% of it is more of scared ? Haha Yea , but faith and responsibility will overshadow it very fast ...

Thinking about it , it's not really that a massive big thing to do ... yea... great

So yap , i'm literally exhasted for this week ... But finally i feel my days are spent fruitfully ... But i'm really tired , i collaspe at my leather sofa for awhile , eating ba gua and pineapple tarts ( 3 piece only ) and just stare into the space for awhile ... Wow... The day is such a hectic , but i'm amaze by how i work.. Nothing to brag , i'm just trying to lift myself up alittle bit , reward myself alittle bit for my hardwork of the day .. haha ... Gabrielle , i'm proud of you ...
So i gathered all my cells for a meeting in my brain together the rest of the remaining willpower just to pull myself up so that i'll bath , and then send YA and stuff... Yea.. I'm proud of myself , 8am to 2pm none stop man ! hahaha Ok...

that's the end...

God dependency ! That's the thing.. Our thoughts , i think it's so true , we need to relay on God's strength to settle all the commotion up in our brain.. those war against thoughts , sometimes it's so hard to discern between good and evil in our thoughts cause everything seems reasonable and convincing... That's when God is God and we're not ..Come on , you know you're not God , so stop acting as if you are...

Yea.... My mum is chasing me to bed cause i told her i'll be going to the air port... YEa...

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I dont know how to describe how i feel now ... 50% of it is more of scared ? Haha Yea , but faith and responsibility will overshadow it very fast ...

Thinking about it , it's not really that a massive big thing to do ... yea... great

So yap , i'm literally exhasted for this week ... But finally i feel my days are spent fruitfully ... But i'm really tired , i collaspe at my leather sofa for awhile , eating ba gua and pineapple tarts ( 3 piece only ) and just stare into the space for awhile ... Wow... The day is such a hectic , but i'm amaze by how i work.. Nothing to brag , i'm just trying to lift myself up alittle bit , reward myself alittle bit for my hardwork of the day .. haha ... Gabrielle , i'm proud of you ...
So i gathered all my cells for a meeting in my brain together the rest of the remaining willpower just to pull myself up so that i'll bath , and then send YA and stuff... Yea.. I'm proud of myself , 8am to 2pm none stop man ! hahaha Ok...

that's the end...

God dependency ! That's the thing.. Our thoughts , i think it's so true , we need to relay on God's strength to settle all the commotion up in our brain.. those war against thoughts , sometimes it's so hard to discern between good and evil in our thoughts cause everything seems reasonable and convincing... That's when God is God and we're not ..Come on , you know you're not God , so stop acting as if you are...

Yea.... My mum is chasing me to bed cause i told her i'll be going to the air port... YEa...

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