I'm at home now , i was suppose to meet up with chelsea..

My sis is blasting Jay Chou's song .. Suddenly i feel so blessed and so loved by my parents for them to give me a room..

It;s literally me designing my own room...And i thank God for gettign a room only when i'm 16 .. I can't imagine designing my own room when i'm like 13 , it will turn out super kiddish and i'll regret.. But i'm 16 .. I guess what i want is kind of fix now...



I'm mulling over what colour i should paint for my wall .. I prefer a darker colour , a dull one .. You know zen.. but i'm afraid my room will look smaller .... And warmer . But i want it to be cozy ...So i'll get a birch or maybe a light orange.. My furniture is all walnut colour .. So ahhh.. haha But i like walnut man...



My parents literally let me do what ever i want with my room.. I get to choose what to do with the room.. My furniture, the colour ..



I guess i;'m getting those black photo frame and hang it on my wall .. So maybe i'll head down to IKEA one of the days next week . I'll be getting a lamp also , i want my room to look sentimental.. The whole commotion of having a room really stimulated me .. I'm kind of excited about it though ...


My sis's room is going through a refurnishing also .. My parents want to get a LCD screen in the living room ..

O gosh it's so cozy .. I'm getting a new mattress too.. Wooo ! I bet i can't sleep on the first night...

I still remember how subhash was over the room when we were in P4 .. She got herself a room , and she painted it green ! A bright green...
I still remember i use to hang out in her room , talking about crushes , reading teenage romance stories , complaining about some teachers , prank calling people ...Life then was so ... easy ... Well , i'm not blaming God about getting myself involve in church , in his word .. I guess it's just a process of growing up...

the reason why we struggle is because we have a choice to choose if we want idealism or we want success , reality .. . Pastors always challenge and encourages us to keep out idealism . But as for the people in the world , most of them aint present with such a choice , they dont knwo about idealism .. They are brought up in a way that idealism is a no-no , is insanity , is weird , unrealistic .. They are brought up in a way whereby choosing idealism over success is a dumb choice .. They feel that it's very dumb to throw money and future and more money and fame and lime light aside just to do what we want , just to impact people .... To them nothing can replace future...


I still remember 2 days ago Mr Roy wanted to crack a prank on Perinder. So he asked the whole class to lie to Perinder that she got 7 out of 18 for a SS test when she got 17/18 (highest in the level ) ... the first thing Felicia said that day ( Felicia is Perinder best friend together with Shabnam ) was Perinder will cry , Perinder just live in a life that failure is a no-no .. She can't take failure .Then Shabnam started explaining to Mr Roy that there was once Perinder was called out to answer a question .. It's trigo and she couldn't answer , then she started to cry cause she couldn't answer .. So Mrs Lim-Yap ( our Amath teacher ) said " You can't swim , i can't swim , we both can't swim " ok it's a little no link , we couldn't get what Mrs Lim-Yap trying to say too.. but it was super hilarious and the whole class bursted out in laughter...More of mockery i guess , mocking Mrs Lim-Yap's english .. But my laughter was genuine alright...

Yea but to perinder , idealism is never on her list of things she needs to consider .. to her future is future ..

yea , so we might envy people in the world who dont struggle what we're struggling , but why can't we just feel privillege over knowing another route , having a choice , in fact , bring brought up with a greater purpose .. I mean it's a good struggle right ? Living a life of truth and not just survival .. I mean idealism is the truth .. It's the right path , we all know that... But it's just a struggle right now.. But i ithink we should just be grateful with the choice places in front of us ..

People in the world arent fortunate , they are deprive , they dont even have a choice ....Agree ?

I love You , oh Lord .. You're so real to me ... What matters isn't what the world wants you to do , what matters is what you want yourself to do , what's most important is that what God wants you to do .

I use to struggling with what my dad wants me to do , but now , i guess i'm getting over it bit by bit .. Not totally , i'm still very uncertain about where will i be , what do i want .. But i'm getting over it , not really day by day , but maybe forenight by forenight ?

Lately , people are struggling , people are falling , but at the same time , people are standing up .. All i wanna say is that we're in this race together . It's like a marathon , you need to pull yourself up yourself but at the same time you need people to cheer you on , people who are running with you.. Unlike worldly marathon , you run alone , it's your marathon .. But it's a spiritual marathon , we run the same path together , all of us need to finish it , MUST finish it .. WE ARE IN IT TOGETHER . we're not spectators , neither are we water stop helper.. We are the same people who are running along side you , we're te same ppl who finish it with you .

I'm loving God more ...

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I'm at home now , i was suppose to meet up with chelsea..

My sis is blasting Jay Chou's song .. Suddenly i feel so blessed and so loved by my parents for them to give me a room..

It;s literally me designing my own room...And i thank God for gettign a room only when i'm 16 .. I can't imagine designing my own room when i'm like 13 , it will turn out super kiddish and i'll regret.. But i'm 16 .. I guess what i want is kind of fix now...



I'm mulling over what colour i should paint for my wall .. I prefer a darker colour , a dull one .. You know zen.. but i'm afraid my room will look smaller .... And warmer . But i want it to be cozy ...So i'll get a birch or maybe a light orange.. My furniture is all walnut colour .. So ahhh.. haha But i like walnut man...



My parents literally let me do what ever i want with my room.. I get to choose what to do with the room.. My furniture, the colour ..



I guess i;'m getting those black photo frame and hang it on my wall .. So maybe i'll head down to IKEA one of the days next week . I'll be getting a lamp also , i want my room to look sentimental.. The whole commotion of having a room really stimulated me .. I'm kind of excited about it though ...


My sis's room is going through a refurnishing also .. My parents want to get a LCD screen in the living room ..

O gosh it's so cozy .. I'm getting a new mattress too.. Wooo ! I bet i can't sleep on the first night...

I still remember how subhash was over the room when we were in P4 .. She got herself a room , and she painted it green ! A bright green...
I still remember i use to hang out in her room , talking about crushes , reading teenage romance stories , complaining about some teachers , prank calling people ...Life then was so ... easy ... Well , i'm not blaming God about getting myself involve in church , in his word .. I guess it's just a process of growing up...

the reason why we struggle is because we have a choice to choose if we want idealism or we want success , reality .. . Pastors always challenge and encourages us to keep out idealism . But as for the people in the world , most of them aint present with such a choice , they dont knwo about idealism .. They are brought up in a way that idealism is a no-no , is insanity , is weird , unrealistic .. They are brought up in a way whereby choosing idealism over success is a dumb choice .. They feel that it's very dumb to throw money and future and more money and fame and lime light aside just to do what we want , just to impact people .... To them nothing can replace future...


I still remember 2 days ago Mr Roy wanted to crack a prank on Perinder. So he asked the whole class to lie to Perinder that she got 7 out of 18 for a SS test when she got 17/18 (highest in the level ) ... the first thing Felicia said that day ( Felicia is Perinder best friend together with Shabnam ) was Perinder will cry , Perinder just live in a life that failure is a no-no .. She can't take failure .Then Shabnam started explaining to Mr Roy that there was once Perinder was called out to answer a question .. It's trigo and she couldn't answer , then she started to cry cause she couldn't answer .. So Mrs Lim-Yap ( our Amath teacher ) said " You can't swim , i can't swim , we both can't swim " ok it's a little no link , we couldn't get what Mrs Lim-Yap trying to say too.. but it was super hilarious and the whole class bursted out in laughter...More of mockery i guess , mocking Mrs Lim-Yap's english .. But my laughter was genuine alright...

Yea but to perinder , idealism is never on her list of things she needs to consider .. to her future is future ..

yea , so we might envy people in the world who dont struggle what we're struggling , but why can't we just feel privillege over knowing another route , having a choice , in fact , bring brought up with a greater purpose .. I mean it's a good struggle right ? Living a life of truth and not just survival .. I mean idealism is the truth .. It's the right path , we all know that... But it's just a struggle right now.. But i ithink we should just be grateful with the choice places in front of us ..

People in the world arent fortunate , they are deprive , they dont even have a choice ....Agree ?

I love You , oh Lord .. You're so real to me ... What matters isn't what the world wants you to do , what matters is what you want yourself to do , what's most important is that what God wants you to do .

I use to struggling with what my dad wants me to do , but now , i guess i'm getting over it bit by bit .. Not totally , i'm still very uncertain about where will i be , what do i want .. But i'm getting over it , not really day by day , but maybe forenight by forenight ?

Lately , people are struggling , people are falling , but at the same time , people are standing up .. All i wanna say is that we're in this race together . It's like a marathon , you need to pull yourself up yourself but at the same time you need people to cheer you on , people who are running with you.. Unlike worldly marathon , you run alone , it's your marathon .. But it's a spiritual marathon , we run the same path together , all of us need to finish it , MUST finish it .. WE ARE IN IT TOGETHER . we're not spectators , neither are we water stop helper.. We are the same people who are running along side you , we're te same ppl who finish it with you .

I'm loving God more ...

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