Thursday, January 29, 2009
Fifth Aunt ... Unlike any other

I've been in love with the song iris ... It's quite of cool , as in the lyrics....

" and i dont want the world to see me , cause i dont think that they understand , when everythign is meant to be broken , i just want you to know who i am " it's kind of emo i know haha .. As in the chorus flows well with the words , i listened to the live version is not that nice , cause it dont really flow.. yea... So dont worry , not emoing here..But the lyrics are quite meaningful...

Just sent my report , i've been reading . Lit is officially my fav sub . Even though the agony of writing long long essays is essential in this sub does make this sub less appealing , it's really meaningful .. Muzarkiar ( is it how it's spelled ? haha sorry ! ) ahah teared because of the book ...

" "oh it's you ." Or, "You've come." Something like that. And immediately my aunt became daughter again.Became Fifth Sister again . With little ceremony . As if she'd always been there.

this i remember most clearly- her hands that first day she was there in her mother's kitchen . She turned around , smiling vaguely"

"Smiled and smiled " " My Aunt smiled and rubbed her hands , rubbing her life , the life layered under the huge redness of her hands "

Excerpt from Island Voices - An obituary For Fifth Aunt Come Late by Patricia Wong

It's so deprive you see ," immediately my aunt become a daugther " Aunt was sort of abandoned by her family . Another family sort of took care of her and adopted her , cured her of her illness. the author only knows fifth aunt as this auntie in the kitchen , not educated , nothign ...Being very guillible , very innocent , work and work and work for the adopted family ..

Actually deep inside of her she's longing for a place she belong , she never felt the adopted family as a place she belong... She just feel like a guest there...

Such a character who's so easily contented for a place that she can call where she belong - kitchen .. A love for her family that overshadow all the hatred ..

People call her naive, people thinks she's guillible , but i think she's unique .. I think she does feel the hurt and the despair , but unlike any other , she chose to deal with it another way .. Who on earth is immune to such hurt , loneliness , who on earth dont want a friend , dont want a husband right ? ahah Fifth aunt is a human too ....

That's why i love reading , i guess cause i've made something out of my reading , i can really relate to stuff , really think in another way , feel in another way .. ahah

Kind of cool...

Is it too much of an info ?